I can not stand this place anymore. I need any and all ideas on how to do the final deed but I want it to appear natural so my wife will get insurance money and no one will realize it wasn’t suicide. I am a grown man (mid 30’s) with good core values. I served in the military and paid for my GI Bill out of my first years’ salary. I had a girlfriend going in that I was gonna marry when I got out. She sent me a letter saying she was sorry but she messed around and didn’t want to be with me. […]