I am unable to keep this up. I just can’t. I want to go so badly. I am in so much crushing debilitating pain. Everything I thought I knew, thought I had is gone. Apparently never was. I can’t live in a world where that is true. I have been staying for unknown reasons. I went to therapy I took their drugs and now I am left with even less. Everything that was once me is now gone. I am gone. I am already dead. I am so sad for what is gone, for what will never be. I don’t understand this life. I feel […]