I am unable to keep this up. I just can’t. I want to go so badly. I am in so much crushing debilitating pain. Everything I thought I knew, thought I had is gone. Apparently never was. I can’t live in a world where that is true. I have been staying for unknown reasons. I went to therapy I took their drugs and now I am left with even less. Everything that was once me is now gone. I am gone. I am already dead. I am so sad for what is gone, for what will never be. I don’t understand this life. I feel like I am living in the twilight zone where I am the only sane person yet everyone thinks I am the one who is crazy. I am afraid to die. I am afraid I will mess it up. I am afraid of the damage I will do to other people. I am afraid to die alone. But I can’t stay. I just can’t…
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I also have tried everything. I just want it to end. I don’t want to do it alone either….
I know how you feel. I am like that too, but there’s a thought to this. See, you say you lose everything and everything is gone. So… doesn’t that mean you’ve got nothing to lose? :3 that means that you can just go out there and try to make friends or just try different sports and do something without caring what others think. You can just take walks by yourself or with a buddy or hell, just stay online all day and play games. :3 anything you think gives you joy or makes you just not think about the bad things. I don’t suggest stuff like drugs, cutting, and prostitution (both if you’re a girl and wanna sell yourself or if you’re a guy who wants to find a prostitute)… but other than those bad things… just go and try stuff. You got nothing to lose.
Same ^^