I did it.. I found someone I loved, thanks to *some of* you guys. Her name is Yuuki! and she’s a fellow suicidal club member. For me to meet her must be fate. I am living, breathing proof that someone can find love no matter how stupid you find ourelves.
Wednesday I decided to do what most of you told me to do, travel. I went out, got a boat ticket, and went to Puerto Rico. No hotels, no houses, no other people.Just me and my car. I was having the time of my life speeding in the hills and going round corners like a mad man until i heard 3 loud bangs and the engine turned off…. when i lifted my bonnet up my engine was fried, my battery was soaked in yellow liquid, and my exhaust was cracked…. The one thing i looked after in this world was dead….. I had to wait […]
As you know I have a very rich grandmother who is quite snobby and verbally abused me when i was a child. Last week I was talking to her on the phone and my plan had slipped out and i told her by mistake.. She tried long and far to stop me but i said no to everything… For some fucking stupid reason she decided to give me a mil to enjoy before I pass away…I now this would sound really fake to the average person but i don’t care if you believe me or not. All that matters is what should i do with […]
I just want to know how all the other Sp’ers would like to leave this horrible world and when… Id like to just fall down in the middle of a street and die… And id like it to happen as soon as possible i guess..
Well. I wasnt sure about it but today im gonna eat a proper meal.. Eggs and sausage!
Some one reported me… FOR WHAT??
(Moderators beware as this is a rule breaking plauge of destruction. Please dont take it down.)
This is my plan in its final steps in which im going to leave this horrible world. The 25th of august I leave for Britain, the 30th I die.
On the 25th im going to sussex to go to a small suicidal camp to finally end my suffering. They are going to gas me with hydrogen cianide until i pass out and die a non painful death. I have bags, a ticket and a temporary home to stay in before i die.I will  be burnt and given to the people that […]
Now this is gonna get really offensive to some people, so id recommend not to read this. I just wanted to get something off my chest that i had for a while.
WHY IS THE UNIVERSE AGAINST US.
I mean think about it, Â 80% of the animals can kill us, were hostile to each other, and theirs ALWAYS some force that commands us. Like god and jesus, why cant we just be ”FREE”. No commanders, no fucking society bullshit. No illuminati no nothing. Just us and the universe.. Religion to me is just a box ment to trap everyone from releasing their true potential. We spend every […]
I hate Life. I hate living. I have lived for so ling and i have yet to find someone that wasn’t “Living the life of kings” Or worshiping the devil with fucing YCMB or whatever those fucking dumbasses call it. Secretly i hunger to find someone like me. Not into those kinds of shit. Anti social, easy to talk to.. Someone i can hug when we both feel sad and want to kill ourselves. Im not sure if this person even exists.. Every girl goes for the alpha these day and not beta fucks like me.. Just today i went to the super marked and […]