I keep trying to hang myself but i never go unconscious quickly. Im using partial suspension with a rope made out of a shoelace and a wash cloth to protect my neck. I set there strangling for maybe. Ten minutes. Drooling and coughing and everything. Its never quick and painless. And gives me plenty of time to back out. I dont understand why its not working. Perhaps my shitty handy work?
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Actuallypsychotic
I have a kick for naming things after vocaloid songs.
Anyways I’m way too lazy to give my whole life story. A quick summary would be I’ve spent most of it alone, as in, everybody I loved turned their backs on me at one point or another except my more recent friends and a couple have people that died.
And then I met my best friend, and it was hell, but we kept each other alive. I fell in love platonically. It was wonderful.
They started ignoring everyone. Its been 3 weeks. I dont know if I fucked anything up.
The things thats keeping me alive right now is […]