I am still alive. now at the age of 21 looking back on what i have been trough and it starts making sense again.
I reached to the breaking point again and remembered this site from long ago and was thinking i should spill my thoughts here.
I never told much about my self from the few posts i made here and now i feel is the time to reveal some details about myself just so things would seem more clearly.
so what to begin with? since when i was a little kid our family had lots of problems. we never were a big family, […]
I expected it to be like that when I said I want to break up. I didn’t think it will be that hard. maybe it was already “too late”.. you don’t know but I miss you. I miss you too much. I wish to talk with you again but I can’t. you probably hate me for what I did.
I’m not enough for you, I’m a broken person … I’m depressive I can’t handle my own life .. I do so many mistakes. I don’t want to make you feel bad . but I guess I already did.
I want you to be happy 🙁 […]
first of all i want to apologize for any grammar mistakes because English is the third language I have learned.
I feel that i can’t take it anymore. I constantly fall depressed because of things that going on in the family. But those things are not what i want to talk about. I want to talk about my feelings. Lately I have started to feel that all this pressure is just too much for me I’m falling apart and I feel there is no one who could listen and understand what I feel. They will never do this without judging me and telling me that I’m […]