hi everyone, for the past month ive been in hospital. you may of read the other posts but if you didnt then ill explain, when i tried to commit suicide my mum found me and i was only just concious, i told her to write on here and say sorry to all of you wonderful people. the things i did to try make this work was, poison, overdose and cutting my wrists and it would of worked if mym mother didnt come in my room. i left her and my family a letter explaining further details of this website and told her it was important. […]
so this is the first time i have ever shared this poem, i wrote it today. its kinda suicidal.
goodbye?
its come to the day
where i cannot stay
do you care if i cry
do you even care if i die?
the date is set
but am i happy yet?
the time will come
for me to run
ditch the pain tears and suffering.
i have the plan i have it all her
now i cant stand to shed a tear,
i will be gone
and nothing shall go wrong.
im angry but sad
and its driving me […]
im think im going to end it tonight. i just want to find that reason to live. please help me. sholud i live or die?
so the last 3 years i have had an illness and its the most excrutinatining pain you could ever think of, my family dont care about me and i have no friends. im worthless and stupid and death is my only answer. i just wish at least one person will care but no one does. the posts my mum made when i was in a coma was her trying to get people to think she was a caring person but in reality shes not. i have been battling this by myself and i have never had any help what so ever. i give up. i […]
hi, well 2 days a go i woke up very disappointed, i woke up from a coma and now im alive and it sucks! i cant breathe on my own and i have liver and stomach problems. now i have so much pain its not funny. my mum is helping me write this cause i have trouble thinking and writing. i dont see how my attempt survived, i did so much to try and make this work but it failed! i drank a whole bottle of bleech and some other shit as well as takning at least 70 pills, how the hell didnt that fail! […]