Am fed up.Â
Life has absolutely no joy for me at the moment.
I’m a worry and a burden for my parents.
I just don’t want to be here.
Am fed up.Â
Life has absolutely no joy for me at the moment.
I’m a worry and a burden for my parents.
I just don’t want to be here.
It’s about 2am and I’m crying and shaking. Just want to die. Why don’t people understand I can’t take much more of this and that they’re selfish to want me to stay not the other way round. I just want some peace.
Feeling really guilty and a bit upset. Someone I know online just asked me to tell them my method for suicide. I said no and now feel bad because I wasn’t prepared to help. I don’t want to be responsible for someone else doing it. Especially as I know that this method is fairly lethal if followed to the letter. I feel in a really tricky position because I know what it’s like to want to end your life and be so desperate as to see no other way out. I’m sat here feeling terrible about the whole thing. It’s really put me on edge.
Suicide is Painless
Through early morning fog I seeÂ
visions of the things to beÂ
the pains that are withheld for meÂ
I realize and I can see…Â
[chorus]:Â
That suicide is painlessÂ
It brings on many changesÂ
and I can take or leave it if I please.Â
I try to find a way to makeÂ
all our little joys relateÂ
without that ever-present hateÂ
but now I know that it’s too late, and…Â
[Chorus]Â
The game of life is hard to playÂ
I’m gonna lose it anywayÂ
The losing card I’ll someday layÂ
so this is all I have to say.Â
[Chorus]Â
The only way to win is cheatÂ
And lay it […]
I feel so lonely. That’s all
Hi guys.
Been doing it pretty rough recently. Been suggesting from depression for last 8 years but only been diagnosed for 2. Before that I just dealt with life how I thought everyone did not realising that actually I was sick. It all started when I had to leave the forces and then my best friend was killed in action. For last 2 years I’ve been suffering with depression and anxiety and the fact I haven’t dealt with stuff before.
3 months ago my marriage broke down and in turn I’ve lost my house and am living with my parents. I’m off work sick as […]
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