It’s so difficult. I’m not sure where to begin. It could be way worse, which is how I console myself. I have two trusting loving friends and a great relationship. At the same time I can’t reveal how I truly feel to anyone. At one point (recently) I began taking anti-depressants and sleeping aids, only to feel okay at first but slowly regressing. I eventually got off of them. I hope to find some source of hope through this website. Or at least a place where I can let out some of my feelings.
That’s the background. What I’m going through right now is […]