I am alive. I didn’t die. No one knows I tried, I passed out for hours, I woke up and threw up. Didn’t die. Didn’t go to the hospital. I still want to die. I know people look at my life, and wonder how I could possibly be unhappy. My parents are married, seem happy. My dad lost his job, we are in danger of losing our house. Our family is fucked up. I have diagnosed depression, ADHD, anxiety, panic disorder, PTSD. I was raped and I never told anyone. I have always hated myself, that made it worse. I started using drugs, skipping school. […]
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alykayt
Hi. Tonight, I plan to kill myself. I will swallow my whole bottle of antidepressants. I am so happy it will soon end. No one can change my mind, I tried to ask for help and no one listened. If I hurt you, I’m sorry. I hope this works, but if (God forbid) it doesn’t, I WILL comment so you know. Goodbye. ~Alyx