I’m so fed up. With myself and with life in general. There is nothing to live for. I feel like I dont deserve to live, I dont have a purpose here. I don’t offer anything to the world. I’m only ‘average’ at everything, there’s nothing special about me. And for some reason I can just not be happy with myself. I always cry, I’m so FED UP with myself. I’m fat, ugly, worthless. No one wants me. I’m too shy, too anti social. I can’t even describe how I feel. I just don’t belong here. I want to die. I have thought about suicide since […]