This is a huge simplification of a long-running problem:
A lot of people would envy me. I am a young, healthy, quite attractive & intelligent adult male. I am about to study at a good university.
But I am tired of life. 4 years ago I was popular and the happiest person alive. Now I am not happy and have no friends; they all left. I thought this was the reason for me feeling awful, but now I believe its a mental thing. It is a living curse, my mood goes up & down, where the ‘up’ is emotionless and the ‘down’ is suicidal. There is no pleasure […]