well, im outta here! idk wen ill be back, but i hope to talk to u soon and cant wait to see all of ur guys accomplishments
whre is she?! i dont exactly remember her user, but seh has been MIA for about three or four days. oim getting concerned… please help me find her… N O O M… id appreciate u going out to Deutschland and seeing her for a bit?? u r the closest person i know…
anybody around my area?? i really need a friend right now… it would be lovely to see a face that has the same turmoils as me…. the same thoughts? or even the same ideas? anything will do… i just need u, and u need me..
hello. im back. ive been gone for over two years, i thought my life was going great! i wasa loved and loving, hoped for and hoping, cared about and caring… i am 18 now. im not the same scared little girl i thought i was before. im a confident young woman… or, thats wat the world thinks… thats wat everybody thinks, i mean… thats the point, right? i guess u could say that i am on the right track? i have a good job, i have all the right connections, i have all the correct scores when it comes to the life test. i have […]
is there such a thing as a safe place? because i want to go there! somewhere the weather is always hot and the water is always cool to the touch, a place where people respect me and strangers who don’t know me love me anyways. i want to be understood, i want the world to see and know how I’m feeling. but no one understands, not even you… we are all different and i believe that no one will ever help me regain peace and happiness and i want it back so bad! i remember wat it was like being happy and laughing. i remember […]
well, its been a year today since i have started feeling suicidal and depressed, i wanted to end it so bad teh other day but for some reason i want to keep holding on, i dont know y people r posting valentines day greeting on this cite, there is nothing ot love about the world or the people in the wirld, we are a hopeless and pathetic race andi cant wait for the world to end on december 21st. i have a valentine but only because i didnt want to say no and hurt him. i am sad and depressed as ever… but something is […]
hey, i am 16 years old TODAY!:) happy birthday to me… but i have been really depressed latley and i am hoping that the new year will like, help me start fresh or something. i am ashlie allred, i am 16, and i am a suicide survivor… if i survived through all the shit that i had to go through, then you can too. there is hope… you just ahve to hold on long enough to find it. if you make it that far, then you can go as far as the mind can percieve. i know you can do it, just let go and […]
if you are out there, reading this letter, then you are probably as scared as i am… i want to die. so do you. lets make sure that it is quick and clean ok?
death is the only wa to end it all and live