The thing is… in my opinion God/Higher power whatever you want to call him, he will put us through things, sometimes unfathomable things that no human could or should have to endure. I know I’m being pushed to that point knowing the only option is death by our own hands, of course God knows this, he planned it that way. Thus is my view on this subject. He planned for my sister to die in her sleep after an od. He planned to take my whole family before me, I’m the last to go. I’m under 35 years old.
I’m currently about to wright my last letter just incase this is it and i wanted to get some thoughts. I already took the sercurity lock off my phone and i have a plan. This is all contingent on a few things, i won’t get into detail. Anyhow I’m just thinking of what needs to be said in my own words and also who will get my car ect. Im dealing with something that is way to much to bare also I’m just under 35 years old and all my immediate family has already past on including my only sister who past away in her […]
We all have to cross that bridge and for some it’s sooner rather then later. I’m just preparing myself for what’s going to happen at the time I choose to exit this God forsaken world. Mentally. It’s a challenge but I guess il just have to find out when it’s time. I’m dealing with something that has pushed me so far over my breaking point that I can’t see straight. Everyday I’m in a hase, not sleeping but a couple hours a night. Not eating, barley. I just can’t wait for it to be over. I’ve heard from many people with near death experiences who […]
I knew this was coming for a long time i haven’t wanted to be here. My sister who was my only living family member left decided to end her life and she passed away in her sleep. Now that trump and all his goonies are back in the whitehouse its close for that time to come. this is a sick sick sespool of a world we all live in. Yes i watch the news including jaguar wright and i know whats going on with most of these celebrities now that diddy has been exposed, everything in the dark shall come to light. And oh boy […]
How will we commit our suicides? Hanging or fun??
He is utterly useless, I just gotta vent.. Religion kills people, Atheism saves us. Suicide is the best thing humans can have as a choice, Really its not a choice for everybody, its a Must.. I cant wait till i finally do this.. I’ve been Procrastinating.. Â Got Is Scum.
I gotta take my own life.
Im home in florida but homeless, im going  this week to buy  another gun cuz the last gun i got was stolen, just in time to commit my suicide ive been planning for a year
Thats the date..been planning for 6 months.. i dont have any unfinished business so im free to go.. but i plan to be buried in Florida but i need to move back there first.. i plan to move to miami next week from Atlanta ga… ima have a month full of Fun.. then do my suicide… and i have my Will prepared but i dont have a Plot for my body yet… now is it true that the state will bury me if i dont have 5000 for my funeral? I need advice on my plans for my funeral.. my suicide is already taking care […]
Im commiting suicide or attempting again.. when i was 14 i tryed with pills.. but got my stomatch pumped b4 i could die.. damn.. i tryed again last year but dont really have the balls to hang.. but im almost completed all my business that i had to b4 i can attempt again… im thinking october.. middle month.. damn.. if only my gun wasnt stolen then i would have died last year.. anyway im not scared of death.. i accually look forward to it.. but this i am sure of is my last year.. people in this fucking work are psycho!!
Ive had a vedy fucked up two years.. i already prepare for death.. i sled off the road lastnight.. and for 5 seconds i just new i was going to hit a tree and die.. my point is.. i wasnt scared.. i was ready and hoping.. when i relised after hydroplaning at 80 miles an hour sideways then in to a large field.. it being dark i couldnt see anything.. then sliding at about 60 miles an hour into the grassy side median.. im very suprised i only had 3 flat tires.. i landed 3 feet from the tree sideline.. damn how i wish in […]
Key word (Struggling) well i wont be doing that anymore after this year.. it takes an instant to die.. but a lifetime to plan it… And thats what keep me going.. knowing i can and will die at anytime… no fear!!
I will do it.. on my time.. the time has come.. But still in the distance.. see you guys in the after life!
Is it after another oxy cottin pill, or after sex with 10 more sexy guys… i always say.. ok ok ima do it after i have sex again or after i pop this last oxy pill.. but really.. i gotta just do it.. theres always that well after this or that.. but that goes on and on… sex is great and i can get it whenever i want.. but i really need to step up my A game and find a sutable method to commit suicide so i can rest in peace.. which will be soon.. i need to plan for my funeral.. my ex […]
been planning for 2 years. I’ve tried several times.. but in all honesty is not easy to commit suicide.. but I know that I’ll try again soon.. just gotta find the right pills
I choose to ignore anything religious.. Not worrh my time.
Im not talking about suicide..im talking about life.. do what you want.. and keep going strong. nothing will get in our way.. ifso..then fight..fight it away.. dont give up..cuz you can win.. just keep fighting your demons so to speak… and show them whos boss.. if all else fails.. and its getting worse..then i would say..suicide is an option..but atlease try first.. as in my situation..im fighting them off.. and if it gets wors..the i say fuck plannibg suicide..ima do it that moment. Dont worry about anything… im an athiest.
Dont sit on the sidelines.. its time to Fight back.. Ive always fought back..to prove i wont and dont have to put up with this..last option, Suicide if all else fails… your choice.. and its Always an option.. Keep fighting.. and if it comes to suicide.. then choose wisely..
Any suggustians?
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