Il be so happy when i suceed at suicide, hangging is most likely the way, ive tryed three times last month, came close to blacking out but it difficult to sufficate to death, i really get these erges sometimes to just die… it is something i must do, and soon… ive research other methods, so i have a partcial plan..nothing in this life will stop me.. i just have a lil business to take care of for my father then il be more determend to die… i live these hours,days and know that it only take a few minuites to depart and die..so i think […]
Itz kinda funny i just found this out today from this website, I ordered a suicide ribbon three days ago, funny cuz it should be in my mail box tomorrow.. anyway, if u want a magnet ribbon, i can post the website, its 5 or 6 bucks
Ive started taking care of my business, things to do b4 i exit, and its going well, so idk how the fuck im going to die, ive tryed hangging 3 times but guess dont have the ambition for that method, damn, i need my gun bakk, anyway.. mabe charcol gas grill will be the way… Im 26 and i know the way im going, i wont make it till december.. il be dead by then.. but im making the best of my last days and look forward to death like never b4…
Mabe its satan but i need to die like now, i am possessed, and honestly this world is ending, im not dealing with this any longer, i lost everything in 2011 and suicide is my only way out.. i try every week
So my plan was to have tons of sex before i die, i have had a lot so far, but hit a bump in the road, i have hpv.. (genital warts) and i always use protection during sex, thisis the first breakout ive had in 2 years.. ive tryed freezing them off, taking multi vitamins, and there healing now, so ive tryed to hang myself 3 times the past month, and oviously failed, but i have a new method, charcol gas grill, in my car, i know i will die soon, i guerentee it, mabe the next week, mabe next month, certintly before 2013, […]
When i was happy
Ive tryed several times, and im very setiois aboit ending my life, itz just my survival instinct wont let me..but i will find a way to over come that and die.
I cant fuck up my suicide again but im getting out of this world tonight.
Ive had 3 unsucsesful attempts (obviosly) but soon shall i pass away some way, my 3 attemps were all in the past 45 days so i know im serious about dieN, hopefully in tge next week il be dead.
Well, ive had tons of sex, and plan on getting more before i pass away, i have alot of ppl who love me, and some who are inlove with me, but thats not enough, ive tryed 3 time this past month but hanging yourself is not easy, soo… i need to find a new way, i have ideas so i gotta do more research, i dont want to leave pain to the ppl who really love me, but im selfish and i dont really give a shit, this is my life, and i will live and die how i want to, im not scared […]
Yes, i am dieN tonight, fuck god and his bullshit, cuz i aint dealin with in anymore..lol..ima catch tha bus.
More shit hit tha fan and im being pushed to suicide, but how, how do i kill myself, itz not easy but i keep trying and will continue to do so, If you go through so much b.s and cant find a way to be happy, we have our choice to end our lives whenever we reach our points, ive tryed three times last month, im not scared of death, i just cant wait to go… i am still looking for new ways so i cant fuck up my own suicide again… damn..i know i have less then 4 months to live and i will […]
I am going all out here, ive tryed 3 times to end my life, yet the method didnt work… err and a year ago i bought a gun, and go figure a week later somebody stole it, everytime i try to kill myself, somthing tryes to stop me..but sorry, god cant stop my suicide abymore, i am departing very soon, i have new methods, im just wainting on funds… i cant wait to die, i have my arrangements made already the only problem is where do i do it, my house,hotel,or what? In the mean time im on a sex co pade..lol all i […]
I kept trying to hang, but damn.. my “survival Mode”kicks in.. well i have a new plan.. and going to be gone soon, Note… tell everybody you love.. that you love them before any decision you make.. Happy Departure
Well im just over all this shit, damn..wish i stayed hanging the other week, but for some reason, i un wrapped the cord and now i regreat it, i need to hang until i pass out and die, its so hard using that method… idk.. i just know that i cant go on anymore.
So ive decided to try again, i came close to blacking out last time, hopefully i will blackout fully so i wont stop my departure.