bartender pour another
to quiet all the thunder
that rages in this soul
i lived life undirected
then over-corrected
now i swerve out of control
time to make a change
can’t live another day
grieving for the ones stolen away
i stare into myself
but the mirror on the shelf
says i don’t deserve love anyway
dear god i’ve begged to you
but you’re fictional/untrue
so my prayers went unheard
i turned to lust and sex
and did so without regret
but my passion would not burn
i’ve had good intentions
but received only contention
self-pity is a sin
so i’ll turn back the clock
take the safety off this glock
let’s […]