Does anyone actually remember the first time they decided that death was the only option?the first time that suicide was the only light they saw in this world?i cant remeber when,i dont know when it started,but it feels like its been that way my whole life.those who dont know cant see it how i do.to me,death is like going to bed at the end of a long day and knowing that it will all be okay once you close your eyes,no more problems or worries. Just beautiful peace.
To harm any innocent life is only to harm the love of the world.This is what i have always lived by.Im in the bathroom at this very second pondering my way out of life.i know im sick,every small decision and trouble i face in the road leads to the ultimate solution. Im suppose to be getting married in 9 days,and im only 19.i wish i had made a diffrent career choice so that i could give this perfecr girl everything that she deserves. The army isnt for me,and every day that goes by i regret joining.i live in constant fear of the world around me.getting […]
As said before,I dont find it necessary to explain myself.3 gallons of water in 2 hours is the goal,and after further research I will be sitting in a small shower room with a pancho on to sweat out as much salt as possible,seeing as to my body is in no condition to run or work out.my injuries hold me far beyond that.after removing as much sweat from my body as possible i will set a timer for 2 hours and begin the process. Ill post again within 24 hours if it doesn’t work.