…so I’m stuffing my face with food to comfort myself. Sadly, this comfort is so short-lived, while the bad feeling is so constant…
And because it has no meaning, it’s just a drag…
Seriously, what’s the point of living? Not suicidal at the moment, but really, why do we struggle to survive for?
I’m tired and frustrated. With my crummy life, my crummy broken body, and with chronically bad shit always happening to me. I’m tired of it all.
Why wasn’t I instantly killed during the car accident? Having to slowly suffer every single fucking ache and pain and complication like not being able to breathe, not being able to walk properly, losing feeling in my arms or legs, or even holding a pen in my hand without my whole arm shaking, is a fate worse than death.
And it gets worse every year. Wtf am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to live a decent life not […]
Always alone
All I wanted was to be normal, to have a happy and peaceful life, to love and be loved. That’s all I ask for. Apparently that’s just too much.
After 31 years, my life hasn’t gotten any better–in fact, it’s gotten multitudes worse. I’m even more messed up, completely broken on the inside and unable to cope with life.
Is life a cruel joke? It probably is.
Is life unfair? Oh it most certainly is. And I definitely got the short end of the stick.
Will I ever feel fine? Will I ever be able be at ease and enjoy life?  At this moment, I feel hopeless, in despair. […]
I know life isn’t always fair, but shit, I just wanted a decent life and a decent chance of making it. All I wanted was happiness, love and a reason for my existence. But apparently that’s too much to ask for.
It’s just seems unfair to be born as me. There’s so many people who’ve had a great life, lots of family, love and opportunities. Why couldn’t I have been one of them? Why was I screwed with a shitty abusive childhood that’s scarred me for life? I’ve managed it all the best I could, but I’m now broken and a mess. It’s been too many […]
And why am I such an emotional wreck? It’s been 6 years and I can’t get it together…
31 years and nothing has improved.
Too much crap to deal with in life. Am tired of it all. I just want a peaceful and happy life. Why does it have to be filled with so much crap? Always bad things happening, stuff to deal with… I can’t take it!! 🙁
Life seems so pointless. Every day is so boring and mundane. Nothing really brings me joy. Don’t really care to get out and do anything. I would think about suicide except for the fact that it requires effort, and these days I have no energy to go do anything, even end everything, which is kind of ironic. So here I am, dragging my foot day in and day out, half-living, half-dead…
So I’ve finally registered for this site, even though I’ve been checking this site out for some time…like a year :p.
So another crappy weekend. Memorial weekend and everyone is out having fun. Well, BAH to that! Why does my life suck? Well, a multitude of reasons, but I’ll just mention 1 for right now. It’s cuz I’m always alone!! No one likes me. I don’t understand why I have such a hard time making friends with people. Why do people not like me?? I’m a nice person so I just don’t see why it’s soooo hard to make friends.
*sigh*
…forever alone…
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