Theres a darkness when you’re not around,
A sense of sadness that clouds my surroundings.
The tears flow down my face,
And a question of “Why†enters my space.
My chest covered by my knees,
And I’m here crying out please.
But no matter what I do or say,
You can’t come back not even for a day or two.
A sense of sorrow starts bubbling up,
And my hands are cupped around my eyes.
A tear rolls down my lip,
and my stomach does a small dip.
This is all I feel,
Something so unreal,
And that’s all I will ever say or feel.
Something happend today that made me scared. so heres for hate. FUCK YOU . 
Guys I’m confused. I don’t know what to do. Am I straight or am I “bisexual”? Like I know I would never go out with a girl, but I would do things with them. So does that make me “Bisexual” or do I just like to have “fun” ?
we all have our story, time to share them.
someone, message me. please, i need to get something off my chest!.
NaiomyHernandez@gmail.com
I’m begging , please help i really need to talk about this
Life is just so difficult, and I am trying to live threw it. Its so hard. I hurts knowing that no ones there. Well there are people but you have no way to contact them. It hurts me knowing that my life is getting worst and worst every day. I try so hard to live a normal life like everyone thinks I do. I don’t . I am so hurt with the life I’m living. My family wants me to be normal. I am ME. I am normal. It just hurts . A LOT.
I had the worst night of my life.. My heart hurts. I cried so hard. My mum just yelled at me for reasons not needed. She yelled at me because of the mistakes of my brother. She yelled at me and yelled at me and yelled at me. But I just stood my ground. Thats it! I cant take it anymore! I TOLD her I have a breaking point mum and I cant have anymore of the yelling and hitting and stuff. (she hit me) I just can’t take this any longer. No more. I’m done! I told her to bearly take me to […]
IEveryone got a rose at lunch today… guess who didn’t -_- . FML!
You promised me you would always be here for me. You promised you’ll never leave. I’m happy you accidentally showed me the wrong side of you. You made me realizeI’m not in love with anyone, never was. And I’m glad your dumb ass self showed me it. So now, Don’t fucking call or text me now!.
ATTENTION! that it! Its attention! Its attention that I want. So everyone says . But no! I dont do it for that! Or do I. Attetion is something i dont get offten. I never get attention. My cutting burning and beating myself up has NOTHING to do with attention. Or does it. I mean I dont think I do. No one knows that I do anything. Do they? People do know That I have tryed killing myself. But that isnt myfault. Is it? . I love my life sometimes. But when I go to the partial hospital , do I go for attention? I dont […]
Me, I’m scared. I’m still a young little girl and I’m going threw things I wish I wasn’t. To adults, they think its my fault. I’m starting to think maybe it is. Its ME who is struggling ,I make myself struggle. I try to “Love” but there is no love for any young girl. Theres only lust. And if you have love, your a lucky son of a *****. I want to feel love. because everyone I date I say I’m in love but I’m n0t. Could it be that I just started dating?. I struggle with pain, anger, sadness and more .  But why, why me. […]
I recently can to notice that I fall in “love” easily . Way to easily. Know I don’t know if I am in love for real , or not. What i do is think I am in love. Make myself be in love. but its not. I hate this.. I don’t know how to get out of this…. what do i do. can I get out of it?
“The slightest words you said
Have all gone to my head
I hear angels sing in your voice
When you pull me close
Feelings I’ve never known
They mean everything
And leave me no choice
Light on my heart, light on […]
Ive been 10 months clean from cutting… I don’t think I can hold that anymore… i might start with zero by tonight…
I will honestly fight for you. I will always be here for you. I will help you get better because I love you. You just have to fight with me. Fight to get better. I want you to realize , your beautiful. Your amazing. You shouldn’t care what people say. People just are dumb. No offense to them but have they seen you. You don’t even understand how much I would fight for you. and I am NOT a fighter. You know that. I want you to believe in yourself because you have a lot ahead of you. A good future. Who cares if you don’t know […]
I close my eyes as I go threw the things in my mind. I feel the pain in the past come back. It hurts. I start to remember things I tried to forgetAbout how A tear comes down my face. I can’t believe the little things that was said , hurt as bad as it did. My heart  use to races my body would  shakes. Tears started streams in the past like decorations down my face. Who would I know I would cry that much. who would of know I would die deep inside. My  heart broke , and my chest began to ache. My head hurts […]
You say I’m always happy, and that I’m good at what I do, but what you’ll never realize is, I’m a damn good actress too.I know it seems like I’m this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I’m fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering.and Maybe I am crazy because I laugh to make the pain pass by. I have those times I want to cry and dont know why. And Ive realized  I’ve been a loser all my life. I’m not about to change for you […]
Who ever is having problems and doesnt know what to do or is scared to write it on here, email me. It will be totaly confidential.
Love,
naiomy
MY email: Naiomyhernandez@gmail.com
My TEACHER told everyone in the class when I went to the bathroom that I needed to go on more MEDS! I dont even take meds. She said All this stuff about me. She is a teacher. WOW. She also said I should loss some weigh. Yes I called myself fat in the past, but I am NOT fat! GOD!
NO MORE BULLYING! I GAINED SELF CONFIDENCE AND THATS IT! IM NO LONGER UGLY OR A SLUT OR ANYTHING. IM MYSELF! THATS IS IT! MYSELF. I’m sick of crying everyday because of the insicure people. I am now MYSELF! I’m done with believing people who are rude. LOVE MYSELF. In my description of the pic i say im ugly. ITs cuz I’m confused.
SO, I met an amazing person on here, and i can tell I’ll meet many more amazing people. I can help any of you guys out and message you when ever you need me! I AM A REALLY HELPFUL PERSON! AND I’M REALLY BUBBLY WHEN NEEDED!
EMAIL ME!
Naiomyhernandez@gmail.com