The way I feel now that your not here

Theres a darkness when you’re not around,
A sense of sadness that clouds my surroundings.
The tears flow down my face,
And a question of “Why” enters my space.
My chest covered by my knees,
And I’m here crying out please.
But no matter what I do or say,
You can’t come back not even for a day or two.
A sense of sorrow starts bubbling up,
And my hands are cupped around my eyes.
A tear rolls down my lip,
and my stomach does a small dip.
This is all I feel,
Something so unreal,
And that’s all I will ever say or feel.
Because now you can never love me,
no not today.
You are gone forever and you didn’t even say goodbye,
She was my best friend and now she is gone.
Theres a darkness when she’s not around,
A sense of sadness that clouds my surroundings.
But I know she always did love me too,
So if only she could say it this last time through.