Today is my birthday (its the 8th dec here in Australia) and here I am feeling like crap. The past 2yrs ive considered suicide, looked at different ways of doing it, some are obvious choices, others arent, as i fear the pain. There are several reasons why Id wanna end my life – i was born with several medical probs, which im stuck with for good, im not exactly that smart, intelligent, common sensed, or good lookin, ive been unemployed for too long, trying to find work has been a mission, specially because im low on confidence, never had luck with girls, ive had g/fs […]