So. I LOVE thinking about killing myself. It’s like this morbid obsession I have. i love thinking about how I would do it, how my body would look all mutilated and lifeless, and how my friends would find me and cry. Jesus. Anyone else have a similar story? Or am i just messed up???
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So. I just stumbled across this site and thought I’d give it a try… so basically I’ve been seriously considering killing myself for about a year now. And I mean SERIOUSLY considering it… I have a plan, but I just need to make a music playlist to go along with it… or maybe I’ll just skip that. I’m really thinking about doing it right now, but something keeps holding me back. 🙁
I see a therapist once a week and I’m about a month in with Prozac. It’s helping with the anxiety, but FUCK I want to die. Plus I feel like the meds are messing […]