I cant remember a time when i wasn’t depressed, how long has it been for you? i think im going on about 3 years years now….but then again ive only been alive for 16
I wish i was never born. my mother has bipolar disorder. she is a crazy unpredictable psychopathic *****. My dad tries but she is just poisonous. my dads slowly become quite the alcoholic. i hate my life. i hate this planet. i hate everyone and everything. I dont want to live. i want to die. why do i even exist? why would someone place me in a living hell hole? and i try, i try so hard but im damn near…no i have given up. its just a matter of time
Life goes on. When you’re dead or aren’t. Death only causes pain. So why do i want to die so badly?
The day embarked with a feeling of happiness. One of those days where you just wake up and you know *i’m happy*. It’s continuous but seems to last for seconds when it lasts about a day. You’re the quintessence of happiness. When your busy day of running around and trying to stay away from your house ends, you must go “home”. Their your parents scream and yell, no silence but in your own thoughts. However your thoughts tend to be pessimistic, annoyingly so. Because you grew up without a sense self-worthiness. But life goes on and you walk to school everyday, plodding around, for […]