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today!

by birds-will-sing-if-we-fall 5/13/2016

The long awaited day has arrived, i’m ready to do it!
with no regrets, maybe a lot of unachieved and unfulfilled dream but that’s okay.

sorry Mama, i wish i was a good son, sorry for breaking your heart you are working all the time to afford me college i really appreciate it.
father, despite of everything i know you love me and i wish i were the son that you wanted but i can’t go on anymore.
my lil sis!!! 🙂 it’s gonna be okay! don’t worry, and i’m sure that Caroline loves you! i’m sorry because i couldn’t be that brother who you could […]

5/13/2016 5 comments

just wanna fade away.

by birds-will-sing-if-we-fall 5/7/2016

written by birds-will-sing-if-we-fall

My life and mindset changed irrevocably 29 months ago. i don’t really remember how!

i don’t write diary so idk, and don’t really remember anything before these two and half years.

i just remember that i was okay, maybe “happy”, just another one. anyways.

jan 2014, i decided that i can’t enter my high school finals exams cause i was afraid of not doing good and can’t go to the college that i always wanted. somehow my i drifted apart from my best “friends” and locked myself in my room for the rest of the year, about 6 months in my room alone.

my parents work all the time, […]

5/7/2016 2 comments