Wow, who knew cutting could give you such a rush!! This is my first time cutting, with a pair of hair cutting scissors. All. Id di was scrape the sharp blad against my skin till little spots of blood came out. These were really shallow though, but i was in a bath so i dipped my arm in the water and i saw the little blood bubblz. Blood is so…mesmerizing. Even though afterwards i can feel dozn shallow cutes i made opening and closing, my heart iz bezting twice as fast and im oddly happy! Its not as hard, cause i cant help but excited […]
this may sound mean and evil. but ive been wishing for someone around me to die, so that i can finally have a reason to fall into depression. I hear you dont feel anything there.
I have the perfect life. the loving mother, the adorable sisters and the caring friends. what was wrong was always with me.
I hated my dad, he practically abandonned me, its a long story that i dont feel like talking about because ive finaly gotten over it. everytime i was angry, even if it wasnt because of him, i would always end up cursing his name. but then i learned that whole reason he broke his promises, never called and abandonned was because he was scared of my mom. he had such of a vivid image in his head of my mom as a monster […]