Wow, who knew cutting could give you such a rush!! This is my first time cutting, with a pair of hair cutting scissors. All. Id di was scrape the sharp blad against my skin till little spots of blood came out. These were really shallow though, but i was in a bath so i dipped my arm in the water and i saw the little blood bubblz. Blood is so…mesmerizing. Even though afterwards i can feel dozn shallow cutes i made opening and closing, my heart iz bezting twice as fast and im oddly happy! Its not as hard, cause i cant help but excited and happy and energized! What a rush!
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Does cutting really help? If it does then i might want to try
Don’t do it. For whatever reason you do it usually results in it become addicting, like its the only way you can survive.
Told you so!!
But, I say this with one caveat. Be smart. Do not do it to harm. Do it as a release or an impowerment. NOT TO HARM.
Be smart. Be safe.
It is really addictive. Save yourself. Stop whilst you still can.
Cutting is quite nice but just be careful so you don’t get hurt badly where its too serious that you have to be taken to the hospital.
it is NOT addictive….. that is crap. It is simply a case that some people LIKE it and choose to keep doing it. It does freak out the “normals”….. So do not let them know about it.
NEVER cut deep enough to need hospitalization…. And NEVER admit to self harming (it was an accident) – or you will find yourself forcably put into the nut house for a 72 hour hold.
It is personal, it is helpful (to some), and if you use your brain – it is theraputic. (?sp)
Cutting is like smoking. You know it’s bad for you but it just makes you so…peaceful. The addictive part is when you feel that you can live without or feel so lost without those beautiful red scars that you feel you must cut again.
personally dont care about the scars (and they are white for me)…. that never drives me to cut. it is just an emotional outburst. a release..
but to each their own.
Me niether, it’s not the scars but the blood… I could got on for days about the blood.
It’s just so comforting.
I know how it feels dont start the addication i have withdraws to the point were i want to kill my self because it is so bad… please dont
sorry to hear of your struggles….. but it is not true for everyone… for some of us – it is a GOOD thing to cut. Without it – i think i would snap and REALLY harm myself. It allows me a safe way of dealing with my demons.
Each time you cut your brain releases endorphins which speeds your heart and makes you happy. So yeah it makes you feel good. Just do t go crazy and cut li,e 20 on each arms cause moving arms the next day is rather uncomfortable.
I agree i dont see how it could be addictive!
Youre right, and ifi cut too deep and thecut opens and bleeds when im with a “normal”, it would be quite unfirtunate.
Same here, seeing the blood is just…thats why i had got many cuts,. The bleeding never lasted really long.