BlueDiamond

I feel my core is covered by my outer layer and it’s held together, switched together by thread in the back of my mind. Slowly the thread keeps coming undone as old and new trauma keeping occurring. It only takes willpower to tighten the thread a little, only for it to come undone. I think after the thread comes out and the outer layer falls off, only then will my core break. Maybe I will be a robotic slave.

I really like studying monarch programming. Maybe I can relate to the abuse they face, though it’s on a whole level I’ll never know or understand. People […]

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I get annoyed when people, and yes it’s the women that are guilty for this, saying genetic lies that don’t mean anything at the end of the day such as you’re beautiful, you’re awesome, and you’re great. Yeah, “You’re beautiful” is the most common one. If I hear that quote again, I’m going to punch someone.

First, they don’t mean anything if they’re being said to other people over and over again. There was an article about low self-esteem saying that in the 80s school programs would try rise the student’s self-esteem by constantly saying these quotes. The students with low self-esteem were smart enough to […]

I wish I had a friend, and we had one of the those days, where we both wore pjs, while watching cartoons that we watched during our childhoods such as Pokemon, Digimon, Dragon Ball Z, Wild Thornberries, Johnny Bravo just anything that was during the 90s. We would then have chocolate chip cookies and drink chocolate milk.

Afterwards we play Playstation one and Nintendo 64 games. Those were the times.

If only people would stop fucking like rabbits for one minute, the world would be a better place. Think about it…

I’ve notice something between fetish art and real life. (BTW, could of posted some pictures to prove my point, but I thought that I might scar some people.)

When I see cartoon characters get fat or inflated, they can still look cute and you enjoy watching them get bigger. Seeing certain body parts and the characters seem to handle it so causal, still looks attractive. It’s like certain parts of my brain lights, when I see a cartoon character inflate, I think of plushies, thus childhood innocence.

Okay, I see fat people in real life. They don’t look adorable, well a good majority of them, and thus […]

Your grades don’t mean shit in the real world, especially if you lack the charm and social skills that people like

Wish I got a GED instead of getting a advanced high school diploma, would have saved me time and effort

High School school is in fact a huge waste of time because it doesn’t teach you anything about the real world, and dumbs down everything to you

Just because you get hit on by the opposite sex doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re attractive, it’s more complicated then that.

Jobs are really no different than the social cliques in high school

That men don’t want to necessarily be friends with […]

I didn’t get out of Tucker’s until Monday at 5:00 P.M. I asked my psychologist why do men sexually prey on me, and he said it was because I am an easy target. He was honest with me unlike other people I know, and I think I’ll take a doctor’s advice over an average joe’s anytime. I finally got diagnosed with autism. Don’t know why it took them so long to diagnose me, and I do have some ADD, though most people did figured that I had autism before the doctors did. I told the nurse that people tell me that I’m a *****, so […]