I think it’s quite sad that I have resorted to posting on a website like this.
It’s hard to put into words. I don’t know why I keep doing what I do. I wish I was normal. I wish I didn’t have the urge to cut myself everytime I get upset. I feel pathetic. Everytime I do it. I wish I could be normal. All this is so exhausting.
It’s exhausting pretending everyday that I’m okay. That I’m that perfect student, perfect daughter, perfect friend. It’s mentally exhausting.
My brother comes home from the Marines today. I really want to tell him my secret. I’m very afraid he’ll […]