Braindamage

Before I rant I’m just gonna give a brief backstory because why the fuck not :). [So long story short me and my sister suffered a lot of mental and some physical abuse from my Dad and when I was 12 a restraining order between us and him was put in place, which he didn’t try to even fight because he doesn’t care (I haven’t seen him since)].

Anyways So my aunt died a couple weeks ago. (Aunt = Dads brothers wife) I didn’t have a close relationship with her mainly because I don’t remember her before she had a stroke and brain aneurysm and lost […]

oohhh my god. every morning is craziness. I’ts always “Why can’t you get ready faster” “Why do you sleep in so late” “I’m only trying to help you” “I’m disappointed in you”. I am bombarded by all this shit when I get up and I say “can we please have a peaceful morning just once?” and she says “Oh I know let me walk on eggshells  because god forbid anyone hurts you’re one feeling”. I’ts got nothing to do with hurting my feelings, I’ts the fact that I am always doing something wrong. I know I should realize that it’s  always going to be that […]