oohhh my god. every morning is craziness. I’ts always “Why can’t you get ready faster” “Why do you sleep in so late” “I’m only trying to help you” “I’m disappointed in you”. I am bombarded by all this shit when I get up and I say “can we please have a peaceful morning just once?” and she says “Oh I know let me walk on eggshells because god forbid anyone hurts you’re one feeling”. I’ts got nothing to do with hurting my feelings, I’ts the fact that I am always doing something wrong. I know I should realize that it’s always going to be that […]
I am loosing my mind. I hate high school and I hate people. Everyday is so draining. everybody has been getting on my last nerve. I had to start working less shifts at my job because im so tired. Everyday is the same cycle of bullshit 1.wake up 2.get ready 3.go to school 4.deal with the same annoying people 5.deal with teachers who are in a shitty mood because these kids behave so shitty towards them. 6. go home and get Lectured about how I need to do better. its the same thing every day. its exhausting. and my mom wonders why I drank. […]
I just don’t know. I’m so far behind in school work. I am so behind in everything. I lack a lot of the social skills I need to make it. I am not sure when it started. When I started giving up. I think I don’t do anything anymore because I have already failed the school year, so what’s the point in trying. I keep saying I’ll try harder but I don’t.
I don’t know when I started drinking but it’s become a thing. I realized that I just take whatever I can […]
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