Some time life’s great tell you realized your quest in life Is Worth it but only to you .in the end do people really care about u .or were u just part of a lust full delusion of an illusion. I’m happy in life and have no real issues to speak of ..but I feel like seeing what’s in my next life .
If ur ready to make a life choice to go on your next journey make sure u know what is there waiting for you.in ever life you are given only one gift of true love ..if u didnt respect the gift of love God gave you .and u think your all alone ..pray to God to have mercy on you and to grant u one more gift of love that you will not abuse .one love you would be willing to sacrifice your life for ..I did now I have a perfect wife and 3 perfect children ..that I will sacrifice my life for ..and […]
But sometimes it takes self sacrafice for a better of a world .or family to see that as long as you do things with a pure heart .you are above mans law …but maybe the madera county probation dept will think about my loss and my story that will not die .when I do ..FATHER I MISS U AND IM COMING HOME TODAY …IF ITS YOUR WILL..what I do in spirit was to full fill ur survival. …
Just got married , lifes worth living for . Spent the last 6 days on the coast with my new wife.
Is there a differance? Ya there is ..Love is forever. Lust is just being stuck in what you dreamed about. —-FANTASTIC FANTASY …..THATS TO DIE FOR. BUT THE JEALOUS. FRIEND ALWAYS SCREWS IT UP….THANKS ALOT …..must be. N.I.c.e. having that power over someone. Thanks Devyn that makes 2 girls you did me wrong with.
This world sucks u need money. To live and survive. Or u loose. Everything … what else is next..now I can’t aford Counsling. Or other. Bills. Child support Probation. Etc ether way
Its a looseing. Battle. Any way I look at it ..I’d rather die than be in jail. I can’t even. Find a job after I got busted by the state revenue. Board. I understand why Jesus let the state kill him. And didn’t run ….. Lord I lift my empty hands to you o Lord
I can’t get ahead and I’m tired.of my life .I hate to struggle. .ad I can’t pay my bills and …I have no choice but to look at other options …I dont feel like this world even wants me., and I’m sick of this selfish world. And thetakers I know
…..so if I have to I’m prepared for my next journey. And I can’t wait. Earth is cool but I don’t belong here. I’m going home ..I m bored of this life and I chose my faith. And beleave.I don’t belong. Here……I belong with my. kind .of people’…that are a little. More
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P.U.S.H. Pray until something happens and Mariam when that time comes remember I will never say no to you …because I realy do love and care for you. And I wish you were my fairy tail love story ..But God Has plans for you and me .maybe in another life or this one Lord I give you everything with my hands lifted high asking You Lord for help I need you and I give my self fully to You Lord
it realy sycks not being able to trust and believe anyone ..i never judge anyone for im not God but for the love of Christ eniugh is enough Lord.it sucks having to pray every day for this world to end or just kill me and get it over with ..sorry for beingblunt but Lord im at the end of my rope and it still reaches the ground and sorry im to normal  to perfict and to real and have christ like qualities  My hands are lifted high and i give it all to you Lord  ..with no turning back the pages of time  i […]
all and all im happy right now and thats all that counts .Lifes to short to not make your self happy in life  . when it all boils down to it ..i did it my way .and i cant complain because i got everything i wished for and prayed for.. thats how i know theRe is a God  and He must love me .no one else does …the only thing i can tell you is God will give  you what you  pray for  ..but the key in praying to HIM  is use detail   God im lonley  ..so then God gives […]
i ask that u bless them !and keep them safe in whatever they do ! my friends i do have ! i feel need ur help ”Lord thats why i prtect them !! there your angles with broken wings and we need them on our team !!
I know right from wrong and I do understand God won’t put to much on ur plate but. Fu its not funny and I know ur toying with me. Well as my week turns I rear ended a brand new lexux. My x. Is playing control games. My parents leave town and the one day I do come home. My moms dog gets ran over chasing some person that was hiding in some bushes when I came home. Let me see death threats. And the only thing cool that happend is I’m clean and healthy and makeing my self […]
I have a lot of cool people in my life and I’m trying my hardest to avoid drama and stay out of trouble but omg I’m stressed out and I’m not going to kill myself I’m going to have a stroke or a heart attack from all that’s on my plate. I started working every day and now I’m getting controled by an x lover and they have me by my balls and my hands are tied. On this one. I can’t wait tell I get off probation so I can start my life over and be with real people that can’t control […]
Every day should be a fatal fantasy. With no hurt and pain. No loss and no gain ….
Lifes to short to put that kind of energy into some one that won’t step up and be real with u and themselfs. And sometimes we do go through life with blinders on and we get confused when they leave us and then they want us back when there done having fun !!,-_- but I think we are the last of a dieing bread and I’m sorry. People don’t see it ya were all human but there are different blood lines and for some reason I feel that most of the people on this site are somehow conected. If u take the time and […]