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Thinking too much again

by Remnant The Unbroken 3/28/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

My last post suddenly blew up with pointless raging that came out of nowhere, so hopefully this doesn’t happen again here.

Anyway, I was laying here thinking about before when my priest told me that life is a gift after I asked why I would be doomed to hell if I killed myself…and I got to thinking, life is a gift, but if a gift is given to you and it breaks, and no matter how many times you try to fix it, it stays broken. You wouldn’t expect the person to hold on to something so useless would you?

3/28/2014 15 comments

Shut up just shut up

by Remnant The Unbroken 3/26/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

I’m sitting here listening to my mother and grandparents babble about all the bad news going on in the world.

I already woke up with an anxiety attack which is now turning into anger, and I have to have a clear mind so I drive to the store later and then to the crazy doctor. Really I just want to throw my cup of coffee against the room and punch a few holes in the wall and tell everyone in the kitchen to shut the hell up.

Just fuck man. Am I crazy?

3/26/2014 164 comments

Sick of being sick

by Remnant The Unbroken 3/23/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Froze my ass off today whilst traipsing around the woods with my uncle. The scenery was nice and I always enjoy being around my Uncle (more than probably my whole family because he sees me as me, not a dark moody piece of shit) but it didn’t clear my head like I had hoped. Did the opposite, actually. I feel so damn worse after getting back.

I had a good cry then slept half the day, but I came to the conclusion that I think the woods is my ideal resting place.

While the idea of death by hypothermia has crossed my mind a lot, I […]

3/23/2014 8 comments

Pointless rant

by Remnant The Unbroken 3/19/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Today my father finally texted me after weeks have gone by. I don’t think I’ve looked at him for a month or two now, but he finally texted me that he loved me and hopes I’m doing well.

Oh yeah I’m doing great. Just got one foot in the grave, that’s all. These nice long cuts in my leg are just beautiful. Want to proof read these suicide notes I wrote since you’re such a hotshot writer with a published book?

But you don’t come upstairs to look me in the face, do you? And you say you “care”?

Hahaha, oh boy. Don’t bother to see me now […]

3/19/2014 6 comments

If only life were like this

by Remnant The Unbroken 3/18/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

My mom texted me a quote which I eventually found floating on tumblr that went like this:

“One awesome thing about Eeyore is that even though he is basically clinically depressed, he still gets invited to participate in adventures and shenanigans with all of his friends. And they never expect him to pretend to feel happy, they just love him anyway, and they never leave him behind or ask him to change.”

I sometimes wish the people in my life were able to not necessarily understand my depression/darkness, but just be able to see me. Just me. And not wish anything different about me.

3/18/2014 4 comments

Depression is like a cold

by Remnant The Unbroken 3/14/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Hey guys, I’m pretty new here. So have patience as I try to learn how things work. Anyway, here goes my rant/story.

I don’t remember where I read it, but referring to the title of my post,Â this quoteÂ went along the lines of describing depression like a cold. The good food is thereÂ to eat, but you just can’t taste it. In the same way, the good in life is there, the beauty is there, but you can’t grasp it. I can see it, I can’t grasp it. And when I do, it’s fleeting. That hurts. It’s like I only exist now to please my loved ones.

I’m […]

3/14/2014 14 comments

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