i really cant do this anymore. i cant live my life like there is nothing wrong anymore, i cant live a LIE. Its just not in my nature. I have no clue on what i want on ANYTHING, i am a horrible decision-maker every choice in my life has been horrible from choosing to go to parties and getting raped with no knowledge of the event except for trace strobelight like memories, yet this still wasnt the only time i was raped/molested, sometimes its just hard to think of a safe place anymore even though its all ended, because in my mind it hasnt, one […]