I wish things were simpler.
I wish I could sleep and not wake up. I wish I didn’t have the pathetic fear of death, I wish I could be a little braver. I wish I could push the blade deeper when I cut myself, I wish I had taken the whole bottle when I threw back a handful of my medicine. I wish I weren’t such a coward so I could end things.
I wish I could jump out of bed in the morning and dress up, wear makeup, go to work. I wish I could have finished this semester of school, I wish I […]