I can’t… I give up… I am done.
ChippedScars
I have to say seventh grade was the worse year of my life. I was tormented daily by eigth grade boys on the bus amd girls my age in class. “Slut.” “Whore” “Ugly ass *****” “”Worthless” “Pimplebrow” And I have to say this did not leave me stronger. If anything I crumpled. Whatever confidence I had whithered away and I found myseld comparong and envying other girls.
The worse thing that happened though had to be that I was molested. I’m not going to say who, its been dealt with. But I will tell you I would not lwt another person touch me without me […]
When I first attempted suicide it was about 3 years ago. I was cutting then and decided to use the knofe for the first time. It was amazing. Then, i decided to stab myself. I couldn’t. First, i was terrified but also my brother had come home. He was 8. I coyldn’t have HIM find me like that, you know? But I’ll always remember the relief I felt that I was actually going to do it. Finally. Finally. But, I had to think him.
So, i used to cut. I stopped because it bothered my signifigant other and mybparents found out, and they took it bad because they want a ‘perfect’ daughter which i can never be close to because perfect is an obstacle for all, not just me. Anyways, no one believes i have stopped and everytime theres a cut on my they just assume. Oh, and big thing about me: I cant stand assumers. And i have attempted suicide a couple times before. (Only my boyfriend knows of it) and i told my boyfriend about this website, which i suppose was a mistake and now he believes […]