I keep telling myself, I have nothing to lose so I can only gain. But then I still continue falling deeper in the downward spiral.
I was a quiet child when I was young, I had no friends at school and I would wander the school fields aimlessly at break times, thinking to myself wild fantasies and great becomings. I was never bullied, but I isolated myself from all the other children. I wanted to be alone. I would sit in my room all day and keep to myself, and the only person I could truly talk to without worry was my elder brother. Despite being […]