that my idea of “suicide project” probably differs greatly from what the goal of this site is.
I have desired… not to live… (to be polite and respectful of others here, in my wording)… for over 2 and a half decades.
My entire life has been lost friends who can no longer put up with me… and finding it increasingly difficult to put up with myself.
Right now, the only thing that is stopping me are religious zealots in my country that demand that I live by THEIR rules, and the threat that THAT provides of me failing, and ending up otherwise immobile and on life support.