I sit here in the darkness, lit only by my monitor and the light from the kitchen and I want to die. I want to die. It sounds so simple to say out loud, but I can’t utter a word.
Understand i have never been physically abused, suffered from alcoholism or eating disorders, etc that might trigger this. I come from a good home, with a good if unconventional family and have a husband who I love but don’t deserve. I have a steady job and a place to live. Yet, I want to die.
All my life I have been a failure at everything. I thought […]