At the moment I am contemplating ending this. I even called the suicide line…was on hold for 5 minutes before hanging up after listening to a machine, what a crock that is. I am bipolar and have extreme depression swings even for being bipolar(this has been told to me by several doctors now). When I’m manic I’m more or less ok, but over the past few years my manic swings are getting shorter and less frequent, from what I’ve read most of you are teenagers, I am not. Through my life I should have died naturally more or less about 10-12 times, from electrocution (3 […]