I have a mother who loves me, supportive friends, a good job, a decent home, my health… Why do I not feel better?
i  chose to make a life with an unsuitable man when I was young. Looking back I was self harming and it was contemptible selfishness  it hurt people. We even have kids who now hate me and I don’t blame them. Not only do they suffer because of me,  I’ve even taken out my own suffering on them.
I was 7 when I first remember thinking of suicide. I was in the school yard thinking how angry I was that my mother cared and […]