I’m 18 years old and have been saying I’m going to kill myself since the 6th grade. Obviously back then it wasn’t that serious, but in the last two years or so I’ve had such constant, obtrusive thoughts about hurting myself and killing myself that I can’t even live my life. I can’t stay at work without crying, I can’t be around people without feeling guilty about not being happy, I push away all the people I get close to. I’ve been in counseling for four years and I’ve been pressured to take anti-depressants for a while. I basically lost my mom to prescription drugs […]