Well, here I am again, in this self proclaimed helpless situation. At some point and that point came a long time ago, you need to turn the attention and the blame to only 1 person. That person is me or yourself. I am the person that allows myself to get like this. I have battled depression since i was a teenager and now i am amazingly 40 years old. I constantly said, i wouldnt make it to 20….25… 30….. 35…… fuck. now i am at 40. The story line is the same. I am disappointing the same people i did when i was younger. Disappointing my […]