I’ve been mentally ill since I was 11 years old. First it was trauma, then anxiety, then generalized depressive disorder… I’m 18 now and have just been rediagnosed yet again with bipolar disorder with psychotic traits. I hate myself so much. I’m fat and disgusting and really messed up in the head. I live alone and my family just don’t want to hear about it. One of my strengths in my non childhood was my father and now hes dead. Every day is a struggle and I just give up. This is too hard. I’m exhausted and I don’t think anyone cares anyway. I don’t […]