Why cry about what you can never change? I have been an unlucky person for 50 years and it seems as if over the past three years my life has been spiraling downward with increasing speed. It’s not a “feeling sorry for myself” kind of thing – it’s more of a “well if after 50 years things are only getting dramatically worse, why endure pain for what little life is left to you?” approach. I’ve paid my dues. I’ve earned the rest. I have spent a normal life. I have hurt people – sometines intentionally, most times by accident. I believed in God and asked […]