From the time I open my eyes til to time I close them, I always think about slitting my wrists or running in front of a train or wrapping a noose around my fat neck and letting it ride.
I think about it everyday.
Everyday I ask myself ..”why am I suck a *****? Why can’t I do it. Why didn’t I do it?”
Everyday I think about it.
Everyday I wonder.
Will it ever happen.