I just can’t deal with this anymore! For how many years I’ve been plastering on a fake smile and drifting through life seemingly happy, but deep down I just want to scream every time somebody thinks I’m okay. Years ago when I was 10 I was physically and mentally abused, I was beaten down and made to believe that I was a monster, a problem, a waste of god damn space. I tried to tell people and they didn’t believe me! People who were meant to protect me! I believed I was a monster because these people seemed to love my abuser more than me […]
