12 pills is how many I took on December 23 two days before Christmas. Dozens of cuts on both wrists and “mistake” and “fat” carved into both thighs. It didn’t take long till my family noticed something was wrong. On december 25th I was rushed to the emergency and a few hours later put into a physc ward. It’s dec 28th today and I’m at home I get these “passes” to stay with my family for a couple of days till I have to go back. A mental ward is not a place you’d want to stay. It isn’t the funnest place either so don’t […]
Im so close to just ending my life.. i cant stand it anymore. im always so sad. and i dont want to be. i wish i didnt have depression. i wish my life was perfect i wish i wasnt so fat.. why cant i be perfect? i dont understand. if there was a god then why is he letting me suffer like this? im so young and yet i want to die at a young age.
i just want the pain and suffering to end.
I wish telling people  how you feel was easy. I wish telling your parents that your suicidal and depressed was easy. I wish ending my life was easy and that it didnt hurt the ones closest to me. I want to just grab a knife and slit my wrists and lay here bleeding to death.
I am 14 years old. Suicidal, Depressed, and Anxiety disorder. I was never like this.. till grade 6 when my life fell apart. Lets just start from the beginning.. When i was younger my parents had split up.. well actually me my mom and brother ran away from my dad.. because he was abusing my mom and she couldnt take it anymore.. behind my moms back he was abusing me too, but she doesnt know that. After a few years she had met a guy (Lawrence) he was alright at first but after awhile he started abusing me and my older brother .(Lets just call […]