is there a reason not to kill myself.
is there any real reason not to
its not that i want to be convinced not to. i just dont care anymore and i dont know what im going to do
idk anymore of a reason not to kill my lonesome
any hope there seems to be
has vanishedjust as easily
but i dont want shit to be this way
but i only see one way out
just want to tell the hole world to fuck off
idk how yet but im lookin for a way thats surefire
and plan to make sure i can rot there for a lil while
just in case i need to bleed out
shit cud be hell but if things dont change, they are already
fuck all scum sucking leeches
i will fucking haunt you
alone again. here we are trying to hang by a thread. But goin nowhere fast. With nowhere to run. I dont care thou. The options are suicide or change of scenery. Anyone else out there considering suicide Ever consider chancing living wildly first? Knowing i have suicide has opened doors in my mind
i dont fucking know anymore. and idont know why. idk why i get up in the morning. idk how i continue with this charade. i dont know how to continue pretending this life is worth living. idk if i will go throu with it but i shure as hell cannot continue. And i dont know if there is reason good for my suffering. Idk if there even needs to be. Idk if that even matters. Idk if any of it even matters. But if theres one thing i do know its that no one else knows either
So catch me if you can motherfuckers, […]
i keep thinking if things were just different I wouldnt have to plot my own fall. but they’re not and if i cant change this the way i want i wont have it at all.
kill me now
hold me
i feel like an alien today more than ever. even simple inanimate objects seem foreign. I like burning myself, it hurts for a moment but for a moment its all i can think about and i like that. I cant stop my thoughts from racing. All i want to do is smoke and chill with this girl. Shes a freak just like me:) We made out yesterday for the first time. Im lonely. I cant wait to see her again. Im 23 and have almost completely gotten over my insecurities with girls. But ive still yet to be in love. My life is shit, […]
i cannot feel anything unless it is pain. I dont want to live like this. i do not know what to do. I long for death.
Offingself soon prepare for death, if there is anything you want to do now is the time because soon none of this will exist matter whatever. I give it just enough time for me to fuck evrthting beyond repair then, however soon this point in time comes the better, i will die by the expert method.If you would like the expert messege i am happy to sharte it, However i would be most pleased to do more than just share that with you
Offingself soon prepare for death, if there is anything you want to do now is the time because soon none of this will exist matter whatever
hia all here to speak about the illness that we all share. i dont believe you are sane or honest if you have not considered suicide. the main reason iv come on here is because in the last few days iv attempted to reach out to many of my acquaintances about life suffering and the torrent of
suicidal thoughts that seem to follow any serious self-contemplation im capable of. Notability i’ve come to the realize that the contemplation of limitations lead to suicidal thoughts even if its just for the duration of one class, being bound to a desk while an innocent teacher attempts to […]