i keep thinking if things were just different I wouldnt have to plot my own fall. but they’re not and if i cant change this the way i want i wont have it at all.
kill me now
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I feel the same way, yet I haven’t found the courage. What is it that you’d like to be different?
I’ll tell you what’s nonsense. India’s performance in the world cup. M S Dhoni ought to be ashamed of himself after todays shocking defeat. It was an embarrassment.
well pretty much everything but im not that crazy. I just want to be whole but im not im cut, and all fucked up. still though
I just want to live an interesting life i dont fit in a fucking box and i dont believe in waiting.
I dont want to hoard materials. I want to be free
and i kno theres gana be limitations but alot of the current ones seem arbitrary or cruel.
but regardless honestly i just want a companion.
If things were different, I’d have been born a koala and have spent my whole life eating eucalyptus leaves. Damn the fates.
Like Black Swan asked; what is it you’d like to change?
i cannot continue like this. I do not know what to do. i enclosed in darkness
I understand. The feeling of loneliness is one of the worst possible. If I had someone in my life, I would find the motivation to make things “better” but what for, I don’t love myself enough to do things “for me” as they tell me.
How old are you Dethfoto?
im 20
and i give it till the end of this year.
by the end of this year il know whether theres an escape
@dethfoto are you a hoarder? Is it dangerous?
@orangish think twice before envying the life of a Koala. 80 percent of koalas have chlamydia.
hoarding can be quite safe. and no
and no again