“If only you understood. If only you could wipe away the veneer of complete disregard and detachment that has clung to me for these past few years. At times, it seems as if my hidden personality and the facade have become one, merging together after all this time of forced coexistence. It’s pathetic, really. I’ve waited so long for someone to notice the struggles behind the smiles, but it is becoming apparent that I put too much faith into those whom I surround myself with. It is at this point in time that the last remnants of smiles are fleeting. Yet the struggles are stronger […]