It put it in perspective how pointless if futile how my life will turn out, I’d rather not go into the details.
I am ready: I have nothing left to live for, I’ve gathered the supplies, I have the lack of steam to carry on. I know I have posted saying this multiple times before, but I fear this will be my last. My mind is set.
To everyone here, to everyone I have inconvenienced, to anyone that will remember me… I am sorry. My days have come to an end.